Im not perfect...

I had to went outside just for a little air

I feel like in inside in a box, trap

About to snap and would destroy everything that would get in my way

My parent can't help me so does my brothers

I keep on saying to myself "It all your fault!! It's all your fault!! Why did you do that"

Okay yes i did something that i regret but what you going to do about?

You can't go back in time and fix it

If i could i would changed everything

I'm not a Barbie who is pretty

Because being pretty sucks and it hurts

I'm not perfect 

I make mistake, yes a lot

I'm weak but I can be strong as a lion 

I would fall and

I would rise 

I would cry like a little baby and 

I would laugh when i don't want to

I would never tell anyone what wrong with me 

Because it not important

No one cares

I would push away the people i needed the most

I would decline hugs when i want them the most

I would say things i didn't mean and would say sorry afterward 

I'm not perfect

I'm not that girl you always wanted,

That girl who has the perfect body and that beauty face  

There's one thing they don't have, they don't have a big heart like me,

That would love you and hold you down in bad time and in good time no matter what

But I'm still not perfect?